NerdTests.com Test: depression -.-

hey it's ur emo girl here... i'm sorry tht i was kinda being a b*tch on my last quiz how much do u hate school? idk what got to me... i have been acting pretty moody lately... and most of u guys who took my older tests know tht i have depression... i hate it... i hate myself... i hate my life... i hate certain ppl... but the only positive marks of my life is my bf, best friends, regular true friends, and some family. so ya... i'm going to go... good luck

before things start what is ur gender and age?

girl (10-13)
boy (10-13)
girl (14-21+)
boy (14-21+)

alright how's ur eating habits been?

eating more than usual
normal amount
hardly eating anything
idk i eat more than usual one day then i'm not eating at all the next...

what are your thoughts like?

suicidal like this "I WANT TO DIE. I WANT TO DIE!! I WANT TO F*CKING DIE!"
like this "i'm going to lose everyone i love... i just know it... i'm in so much pain and agony" (me: *cries* same)
questioning like this "what the hell is going on with me? i'm not being myself anymore...why do we live? why do we die? why do we cry? why do i live in this stupid world?"
normal like usual like this "i wonder what (insert friend's name) is doing later? i want hangout with her. maybe i should listen to music."

does happy songs strangely make u want to cry? but depressing songs comfort u?

yes *bawls* it's true... why are they so happy when i'm all feeling like crap
sometimes it depends
no. depressing songs make me cry.

do u somehow feel worthless, hopeless, sad, lonely, hating, or any other of these negative emotions?

yes :'( all the time (me: i feel ur pain)
sometimes but it goes away afterwards
no i'm happy for most of my times

do u have sleeping problems?

yes i lie awake for almost all night till the hurting stops
sometimes i do
no i pass out once i'm in bed

have u been feeling lonely lately?

yeah :/ i'm used to it (me: same)
sometimes
no

have u been isolating urself from ur loved ones and friends? (meaning staying in ur room the whole time)

yup it's my life at my points... i have so many reasons to stay up there
sometimes
no

have u ever thought about or even attempted suicide?

attempted and thought but stopped
thought
NEVER

10)

i'm going to go now. my hand hurts. so talk to u later bye

bye...
bye thx for ur help :) u did a good job :) (me: make sure to read ur result)
BYE :D

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